
Warping yesterday I made a disastrous mistake early on which wasn’t able to be fixed, I was feeling very clever, and I wasn’t paying attention to any chance of stupidity creeping in. After I realized what I had done, I was ready to cut off the warp, but instead I shifted course and was able to weave by simply taking out the two shafts which were rendered unusable, not only that , I ran out of heddles, only able to use two of the shafts, so the piece is so narrow on the loom, I will call it a learning curve. But the learning curve isn’t what I expected; it is not that I should have been more diligent, and careful to detail, it was my lack of diligence and care, I allowed the forces of nature to enter the loom. I have only woven a little, but I love the effect, not only because of my original warping mistake, but two more mistakes reveal themselves, which in the end remind me how artfulness works, as if letting go to the natural influences, is essentially the key in surprise element of beauty and originality. I have skipped heddles, in more than one place, and they are beautiful in the field of mixed texture, color, and thickness. This piece is introducing me to an approach in weaving which is brought about by my not being overly controlling merging thick with thin, fuzzy with slick, and soft with unyielding. When I come to the pattern of the missed heddles , I repeat it in the weft . . .

This piece is truly beyond my experience, and I guess I wanted that. I’ve got to resist too much control. I’ve got to let the spirit of the warp and weft control me, and I am merely the mover of the shuttle for the higher textile mind, which speaks between the spaces of interlacement, for my mind is the mind of a single person in one short life, but the textile’s spirit is ancient across hundreds of thousands of lifetimes, and it knows what it wants to be before I can recognise it. If the linen tells me to beat, even still, lighter, still more… and if the puffy silk is asking me to beat a little more, well okay, each fiber in the weft wants different tension and force of beating, and I am listening.














































































































